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Bhīṣma said.
Then, seeing the pigeon fallen into the fire, the hunter, overwhelmed with compassion, again spoke these words.
What is this act, such as this, done unwisely by me, the cruel one? Indeed, for me, sin will always remain in my heart while I live.
He repeatedly blamed himself and then said: 'Fie upon me! Let it be so—I am truly of very evil mind, always intent on wickedness. Having abandoned good deeds, I am a bird-hunter.'
Today, this is certainly the retribution for me, the cruel one; there is no doubt. The great-souled pigeon has given his own flesh.
Therefore, I shall abandon my dear life, son, and wife, having given them up, for I have indeed been instructed in dharma by the supremely righteous pigeon.
From today onwards, I will deprive my body of all enjoyments, just as little water dries up in the summer.
Emaciated by hunger, thirst, and austerities, my veins standing out, I will undertake many kinds of fasts and pursue spiritual practices.
Indeed, by offering one's own body, the honoring of a guest has been demonstrated. Therefore, I will follow dharma, for dharma is truly the highest goal. Dharma has been witnessed in this way by the righteous, O best of birds.
Thus, having spoken and made up his mind, the fierce hunter, firm in his vow, set out on the great journey.
Then he took the stick, rods, alkali, and the cage; and having freed the bound pigeons, he let them go.
